Anisuthide yako indu....

......enuu maadabaaradendhu...
Feeling of doing nothing....of spending time with emptiness in my head has become the mantra from a few days.....
This feeling has returned after 16 months.....,the same feeling which i had in the month of December, 2004...
How do i remember the month so well????
That's because i still remember the frustration i had then of moving out of home, of changing my job, going away from all family members and friends and starting new life elsewhere and having newest relationships.....
The idea haunted me throughout that month......
Everything caused me irritation.....
I literally didn't do any kind of work and felt like such a waste on earth.....
Then everything changed as dramatically as it had started.....
The same feeling has started cropping in me thesee days again which i completely hate......
Hopefully will get over with it soon......

Health is wealth

This title right now seems to be really true....
I never seem to be getting rid of my health problems at all.....
Every time i see my doctor he seems to be suspecting something about myself or else he wants to just make sure that there isn't anything wrong with me......
N every time i hope for the best........n it turns out to be:((((((((
Hmmmmmmmmmm
So i think am gonna find out something new tomorrow....
Let me again hope for the best atleast this time....
I am really depressed....
Life doesn't seem to be so beautifulat this moment!!!!!!!!!